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Here’s the tea
I am 20 pounds heavier than I was in high school. Granted some of that is late puberty tits and ass, but my BMI wouldn’t care. My BMI would say I’m not as healthy.
6 years ago I ate a diet of Doritos and cinnamon toast crunch, topped...

Here’s the tea

I am 20 pounds heavier than I was in high school. Granted some of that is late puberty tits and ass, but my BMI wouldn’t care. My BMI would say I’m not as healthy.

6 years ago I ate a diet of Doritos and cinnamon toast crunch, topped off with ipecac and laxatives. I exercised once a NEVER. I hated my body, and myself, and self harmed daily.

Now I eat more vegetables in a day than I used to in a month. I balance healthy fats, whole grains, lean proteins and natural sugar, but if I want pizza at the restaurant? You better your sweet ass I’m getting it, extra cheese, 0 guilt. I exercise 4-5 times a week AND I ACTUALLY LIKE IT (?) And I don’t hate myself, so that’s a bonus.

Who cares what I weight, all that matters is that my body is happy, that I am happy.

BMI, kindly fuck yourself with a rake ✌🏻